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This very special and personal series titled "Unmasking" came about during the pits of my depression and suicidal thoughts. During this time, finding motivation to do anything lacked heavily, but somehow one of the most powerful healing tools came of it.
**Some of the writings and images may be triggering. Please use caution when continuing to view this page.**
Legacy of Happiness
I was listening to the radio the other day when they started talking about someone and something they were doing and one of the Dj’s said...
Much
What is it about me that my sensitivity is too much? That my feelings feel so hard. Why is it normal for me to reach out to friends to...
Deepest Fear
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our...
Healing Path
It’s been forever. I thought about posting here just about every other day. Since May, I have been tripping over new thoughts and...
Let's Not Speak
I have been working on this post for a few weeks now. Finished it up this AM and took this photo amidst me feeling all the times I have...
Keeping Time
Its been over a year since I have started this project. I really thought I’d feel better by now. Not that I was expecting a certain...
Fantasized
Here is the most vulnerable and honest shit I could put out there: I do not feel the slightest bit of worthiness, in any regard. I don’t...
Comfortable With Death
Does depression ever go away or do we just learn to deal with it? Doing everything in my power to fight these feelings and not much is...
Grief
Grief. Not just the feeling you feel after someone dies, but the feeling you feel after realizing any loss. This has been a regular...
After
The morning after, A night from hell. Parched. From the lake of fears that dripped down my face. Stones for muscles. Walls for heart....
Muscles Ache
This photo is a perfect example of how I feel today, and have been feeling for awhile. Blacked out. The muscles around my heart and chest...
Part Two
It’s no coincidence that I have been tossing the idea around about sharing more openly about my trauma while all the news and media is...
Part One
It’s been hard using words that don’t blatantly explain things since I’ve started this project, but now I have reached a new level. I’m...
Struggle Central
Struggle central. Holy moly. I feel absolutely insane these days. My head hasn’t stopped spinning. I know I need to fight my negative...
Say Yes
I have decided to start saying yes to any outing that sounds like something I want to do. Not going to miss another show, or party, or...
Inner Child
You know how people say they are worried about having kids in days like these? They fear all these wrong doings that will traumatized...
I'm Sorry. Please Forgive Me. Thank You. I love you.
Feelings I feel: Listless Sad Unwanted Unlovable Unworthy Like I am trash Don’t deserve, and wasn’t meant to have relationships Like I...
Who am I?
How can someone go form having a handle on their insecurities for a good solid chunk of years, and then all of the sudden have such a...
The Elephant
I don’t think I realized how sharing this project publicly would make me feel even more uncomfortable around people I know. Everywhere I...
Victim
Recently it was brought to my attention that I may sound a little bit like a victim in the things I write. It forced me to take some time...
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